I wanted you to see me
curled up on my bed
eating strawberries and cream
wearing nothing but a shirt
too wide for me
and I wanted you to pet my head
and smile at me
as gently and as warm
as you would have
if you could have
ever seen me this way.
„At least I wore the dress I wanted to wear for you when I bought these bottle of wine that are going to fill up my empty stomach tonight“, I sing out to my witch as I also realize that the lingerie I had wanted to show one person had been given away by my dress during my whole adventure at the store, tonight.