My heart fears your departure

My heart fears your departure.

What if you have already left?
Left int the darkness, when I couldn‘t see?
In those busy hours, when I couldn‘t hear?
What if raindrops covered your steps, never to be found?
My heart feels the distance growing.
Never knowing where exactly you are.
Feeling the waves of an ocean between us.
What if you have left the land of waffles, when I dared to blink?
When my sculls were uncovered?
When my raven was watching?

How can I dare to ever close my eyes when my heart insists that there is so much to miss?
That there may be your departure to witness?

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About the historical horror of living. Drafting my witching novel. Chasing dark, forgotten and haunted tales.

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