Where are you and why aren‘t you him?
I know it‘s unfair of me
to come you with such a broken heart
but I never asked you to fix it
just to hold it
for a second.
Where are you right now?
I want to go there
to put my thoughts somewhere
they do not fit here
ever.
Where are you and why aren‘t you him?
Do you ever just want to
rip off your skin
to check if your bones
look just like everyone else’s?
Have you ever felt something
that wasn‘t real
but still hurts?
Yes?
Please make love to me,
but don‘ tmind me talking to someone who has already left.
Lately, I am enjoying to just let my thoughts go somehwere or to someone not available anymore and I just let the words come out.
“Feels almost like they were heard, right?”, my witch giggles.
Yes, it actually does.
Haunting Humor of a failed witch
An Iced Latte.A floral dress slipping over the shoulder.“I’m finally at that stage where people congratulate me for keeping my humor”. I tell my witch in horror.“That’s what happens when you survive beyond a certain point”, my witch knows to respond and steals the Iced drink from my hands. Humor has been haunting me.Humor broke…
Travelling to Edinburgh slow and green!
The feeling of being stuck was my main motivation to start this blog and summon my witch, so I love to write blog posts about all of the things that I am once again able to do! Ever since the pandemic does not have a grip around my life anymore, I can do things I…
Finding and keeping my voice
I grew up with depression, but it wasn’t mine. Honestly, I think the main reason why I started talking to my witch on this blog was that I never had people around that could give me a bearable perspective of life in this world, so I needed to rip dimensions apart. My mother never got…